Turns out that I hate myself more than I thought

“In the phase of knowing myself, I just know that I hate myself more than I thought.” I feel like there’s still distance between me and the inner me. I’m still wondering what kind of person I am. What do I like. What do my behavior is like, to myself and to others. I have…

[DRAWING] NEW HOPE CLUB

finally I drew them! I feel productive this day. I draw this start from 4 pm and finish at 9.30 pm I think. It took me 5.5 hours…. But no, I took a break

Song of the wind

18th October, 2019. The sky is dark, im going ‘home’. The wind blew towards me, makes me shivers. So much building, so much place that I have never been to. Suddenly Im thinking on how small I am. Like a dust. Now im ‘home’. Alone. Lonely night. Its always been the same. Over and over….

[KALAP] Buying Stationaries

I feel broke 2nd September and I already feel broke af. Kalap buying this and that JUST FOR MAKING A SCRAPBOOK. DANG. 100k -> for the books 200k -> some washi tapes, pens, and stemples with the tint 130k -> stemples and washi tapes 202k -> stemples and washi tapes 30k -> double tapes and…

Further away

As Im moving away from the city where I finish my college, Im growing apart.. Further away.. And away with my friends. Some of them isnt the type of ‘chat’ people. And because we live in different city and havent meet up again. Thats pretty much the reasons why we growing apart. They didnt tell…

SATURDAY SCHEDULE

Yesterday I really wanna go outside and hangout with my friends. But they give me a peanut butter so. Ugh, I dont like them. I dont want to hangout with them anymore. So yeah, I bail out. And today kinda feel lazy to go outside. I just wanna be in my room doing something productive…

[SONG] Paycheck – New Hope Club and ROOKIES

  FINALLY ITS OUT! Actually its been a few hours but I just open this blog right now so I love their song! And the lyric!!! Kinda relatable with people jaman now. “I’ve been up And I’ve been down I hate my job And I hate this town I’ve been lost And I’ve been found…